STUDY - Technical - New Dacian's Medicine
The
Language of the Subconscious (8)
Translation Draft
From yesterday's post it is not hard to infer that at any mental level one can talk about internal stress, own, but also external stress, coming from outside, manifested mainly because of emotional resonance (in our case). Both types of stress always combine to create the level of stress we experience at a given time. But when I used the term "combine" I meant something similar to a chain, in which on one side "pulls" internal stress and on the other it pulls the internal one. So I didn't mean anything that is simply in the face, each with its actions and results that will become a more complex one.
These types of stress combine in their antagonistic actions, apparently competing, but which, to continue the example with the chain, will require and eventually break, the weakest link of the chain (when all the other links of the chain are integral). And the chain is nothing but the human body, our body.
So, our body reveals its weaknesses in the weakest link of the chain (the whole) when stress occurs from both directions. What do I have to point out now! Even if internal stress is the most important, it will constantly "find" in the external one, inducing us through emotional/sentimental pressure to have reactions that will equalize the forms of stress (but, in reverse there is the same tendency to "uniformize" the forms of "traction"). And, depending on the amplitude, chronic stress can occur which can lead to serious health problems such as decrease to loss of immunity, hypertension, major heart problems (including heart attack), strokes and, by implication, even death. That is why it is very important to know how to work with stressors or, at the very least, to avoid them.
Detailing, the internal stress we stated is proper because it consists of everything that is closed inside us, all our memories, emotions etc. that are "closed", always there, in our subconscious. External stress is caused in most cases by emotional responses to the "demands" that life puts in our way, at school, at work, in human relationships.
The "formula" to avoid stressors is simpler than you imagine. Many philosophies, beliefs and scientific research "with good deeds" encourage us, specify us to live in "Now". This is said to completely eliminate any kind of stress caused by the past (especially due to the possibility of "entering" emotional resonance with it) or the desired or probable future. Moreover, we are calmer, our perceptions increase their accuracy and our decisions are more satisfying.
About controlling stressors, it's not that simple anymore. First, the mechanism of "weakening" of the chain must be understood. For example, our body responds immediately when a level of stress is diminished. First, by simply decreasing the traction at one end of the chain (regardless of which) will weaken the overall tension in the chain (our body). Then, through compensation mechanisms, in order for the chain to be held (something similar to a real chain that needs to be stretched, it must not hang), it will weaken the other end of the chain reaching a new, beneficial, of course. And even the slightest stress relief will bring us a state of peace, calm and relaxation.
But this state of de-stressing isn't the only gain... Thus, our general energy benefits from an addition (by reducing stress-induced consumption, the energies that stretch the "chain") that can be invested in repair, development, love, etc.
Now is the time to see what is with internal and external stress (the forces pulling the stress chain from my example). I said above that internal stress is the most important, of course compared to external stress. The first argument is given by the fact that external stress is related to our conscious side and what we would call the environment with particular reference to other living beings with maximum weight "on other people". If you remember, our conscious party wonder is particularly "capable" of focusing on a maximum of seven plus/minus two landmarks. So!!!
So its "power" to stress is tinyly small due to its limited capacity for analysis, processing, etc. But if we focus our attention on the environment, things change?!? To some extent that will depend, in fact, on parameters that resonate with our internal environment. So even the external environment is directly related to the internal one. That's why we've come to the conclusion that we're going to hit the road "analyzing internal stress."
So, it's time to look at internal stress. The simplest comparison we can make to understand internal stress is with a boiler that is on a fire "to cook something". In fact, in this "cooking", we are talking about emotions and our physical status, with reference to both the state of health and the willingness to do something both internally (internally) and externally, with the result of this action to "cook" our state of "good" or "bad" related to a certain parameter of internal or external life. And fire is nothing but our internal stress level.
He's the one who "decides" how well we're going to "cook" everything. If the fire is small, everything will be OK, it will give us time to react to choose the "spices" that will give flavor to the "food" that will result and many, many other advantages. But, to remember, it is the general background of calm, relaxing, which underlies the "cooking" process. If the "fire" is strong, our reaction time will be short (no matter how long we have to cook) and we must quickly add "spices" because we risk losing the intake of those previously put (by thermal damage) or, worse, we risk at any time that what we cook will burn or, at least, "stick" and spoil everything (those who have cooked something in their life know what I mean)...
And so is life, in this passage through it we do not have the "right" to cook another food. We have only one attempt, being only one life (other foods we will be able to "cook" in other lives). Complicated?!? Let's see that's not the case!
Let's focus on fire, internal stress. This fire is fueled by three types of fuel: past, present and future (with their full set of circumstances, situations, assessments, etc.). And all three have the same combustible capacity because they are "present" in our subconscious and all have the ability to generate emotions, all at once fueling "fire". So, even if the present does not fuel the cauldron of our internal stress too much, it may intervene the fire of the past or the fire of our future, it is necessary to control all these "additional" parameters.
So the best solution is to live in the present in "Now". But is that possible?!? We will be able to live without having solved the "problems" of the past, the ones that define all our responsiveness, everything that we are?!? Or, we will be able to live without having any plan for the future, no future situation, under the conditions that we must "take" this passage of ours to its end?!?
In the end of this post I will make a small "philosophical parenthesis" with reference to this "Now" (we will focus on the cauldron of emotional stress, on its "fire" in future posts)... That, by, it's just a blog (in which I've often pointed out that it's a kind of cumulation of "class notes" information – then, on the dorinm.ro, i.e. doing my "homework"), about something that has a direct connection first with me and then with you...
It is a place where I can "debate" with myself and, why not, with your help (that I am not the Great Wise, all-knowing) what I feel, process, analyze, every meeting with someone who can be assigned the term of you. I hate to perceive the idea of "words of filling" in order to achieve the daily norm of at least 1,500 words, which I chose, for each post (under the "background" of a request emphasized by me to be more concise, more "to the point")..
In my life I've had multiple "meetings" with this "Now." Doctors who asked me to solve the stress that underlies my hypertension by resigning from everything I do, priests who asked me to confine myself to God and Godhead, "knowledge" colleagues who passed on to me their experiences in knowing you and "staying with you", people I particularly esteem because of their work "to knowledge" , and so on.m.d. All these "details" of my life were pushing me to "Now." But each time, I felt from the bottom of my heart that it is not good what they "indicate" to me, although their arguments were (and are) indisputable, perfect (believe me it is).
Let's see why! First of all, what I notice in any "more advanced" material (in my view) is the perfection of our Creator's "work". Everything he's done is perfect. No further than this level of my work, in which I have stated that any emotion, any feeling is a good, beneficial one, and there is no evil, evil, imperfect (what point would it have to remind each of us of the mission, of the fact that, in fact, we remember the future, of karma or the like). So the mere attempt to say "not good" that you don't position yourself in "Now" is nonsense.
Moreover, even if I change my "eyes" and look from a materialistic (major conscious) point of view, with the humble processing capacity specific to our consciousness, I quickly come to the conclusion that "I am now in the position where my past has brought me and I think about the future on the basis of my past and my "now""." In a materialistic light, obviously, divine perfection disappears and assessments of my past or future will have labels of "good," "bad" or "whatever." There are no variants, no nuances. But, of course, it's all about now without the chance to "disengage" from the past and the future. So and this attempt to evaluate positioning and do something to be in "Now" is nonsense.
Seeking solutions to accept and thus be able to process, possibly apply those "received" with reference to this "Now", invariably reach/ reach/ and I will come to the question "And what would be the point?!?" ... Then come the "arguments" about "when you know yourself you will touch Nirvana, you will be to the right of God, you will graze/hunt on the wonderful pleasures of Manitu (or other landmarks like divine heaven, blah, blah, blah)" launched by spiritualists/creationists. Or, "know yourself" or the like launched by materialists. Another Great with a new hat... "What is the point?" is unique, obsessively returns in all my logical and inner perception efforts. In the materialistic approach, obviously, there is no point.
We live, worthy descendants of "Homo Sapiens initialus", we multiply and die, "here is my life, here I eat my bread" (or medication) or other considerations like "after me the flood", "I take nothing with me", and so on.m.d. So the nonsense of "Now" becomes even more obvious, of course, from a materialistic point of view. What's the point?!? Except, it is, an easier life, the record in history textbooks or other nonsense aberrations of materialists, "What would be the point?!?" ... To be the best "new-medicine", "to be the best something until I retire", "to find that every stallion becomes a rabble"... So, "What is the point of my materialists limited to the score of life chosen by each of you"?!? Obviously there are things they're going to answer but it all ends and the question will only have connotations like "What's the point of your life?!?" ... Be alpha Homo Sapiens?!?" ... I'd better stop!
So this "Now" combined with "Who Am I" become valid to address only in the case of spiritual, creationist. For example, the creationist automatically refers to creating something with a purpose, obviously... What's the point?!? From a religious point of view, the effort to "understand" the obsessive "goal" thing is simple. Jump on one leg or do something else as the God, God, Allah (most of it is a humble servant of Him who transmits or imposes, according to his power, what must be done) to get somewhere... The past will send you to hell or heaven.
"Now" is only in terms of the judgment of the afterlife or the judgment of reincarnation (because, obviously, something is coming). In fact, it is not all for nothing because they are limited to what our body does, even with the soul, in this world to reach the judgment or replacement of the soul. The soul is what matters... Isn't that right?!? He comes full of sins to enter this body born of sin that God (?!?) has designated as one of our basic missions (..."live, multiply, love, and others) and live to avoid sin and return either back to the spiritual world (heaven or hell all the spirit is the one who will rejoice or torment) or in a new life...
So, here we come to the following inference: "Now" exists only theoretically, even for the soul that is eternal. If we add the fact that time does not exist, being specific only to this material dimension in which the soul participates, "Now" is always "Now"... Interesting, isn't it?!? What's the point?!?
All that's left is the idea of "Who am I?" to be laughed at. I am part of the Godhead, separate or not for this journey, having the idea of returning to Oneness, permanently participating in it... Brrrr... So God, and or my soul, is doing something here. Otherwise, what's the point? We've discussed it in previous posts and I'm not going to go back to some details. But if this is a school, where have you ever seen a school where you forget about a study suite in the 1st, 2nd grade, etc.? Or general studies. high school, university, postgraduate and so on? Our soul when it comes here can forget everything it has learned in previous classes?!? It's still a school?!?
But if it comes from Oneness what about the need to learn, because it knows everything?!? Then we invariably come to the need to experiment, to test everything he knows. But any experience done by yourself (with reference to the soul) is perceived by the whole. Then what is the point of separation into distinct souls?!? In our minds there is often a "voice" that says "do this!", and then often there is another one that says "not like this, but so!". You understand the idea either from the point of view of a constructive, imaginary dialogue that is born to evaluate or make a decision and take action. It's all about experimenting. But you can do this on your own, because you're part of Oneness. Why should there be more souls, more parts of an experience?!? What's the point?!?
So to experience something, the whole needs parts of manifestation directly connected to each other. Something like "Most goes through God's head?!?" transposed into "What's going through my head", in terms of his direct manifestation, which is in us. So, "What's the point?!?" is starting to take shape. It's not about "Now", it's not about "I" to get to know myself, it's about "Everything." "I" is a part, a "Now", of this "All" that experiences, does not need knowledge. So my demands for action, "I", will manifest themselves in the form of participation in this "All", located in a "Now" according to the powers of everyone to participate in here, in my home, in my neighborhood, in my city, in my country, in my world, in my universe.
It's something comparable to an "I" who wants to apply what he knows. "Let's do that, and that, and that...! I also need help, possibly additional study positions... But I'm alone... OK, I can do anything, so... clank of your fingers and help appear! The easiest thing is to make help in my image and likeness... Super... But how do I make love eternal? I'm going to make these helpers want to love each other all the time, to run always under the impulse of love to re-incarnate the whole... I will give them my power, I am only part of me... I'm going to give them free will, because, for that, I wouldn't like anyone to get in my soup! But if they choose hatred, jealousy, fear and so on, they'll realize that this separates, that it's tearing up their whole, let alone me. Even if not immediately...
They'll understand! They will know and understand! But I'm not allowed to interfere, once I've given them free will?!? It's like I don't exist anymore, because they're me, because then I'd become a set of rules that give rise only to obedience and not knowledge. I don't exist for them to exist. But if they go the wrong way, away from love, from gratitude, away from the desire to reintroduce the Whole?!? But is that possible?!? I'll experiment and see... They'll experiment and see... But can I help them understand faster? I will make their soul signal to them through the diseases of the body, through its suffering and even the soul, that they are not doing well what they do...
Even if this suffering will stop them from giving way to give birth to another path... So they'll just keep picking, running around until they eliminate un-love, ingratitude, misunderstanding... They will turn after experimentation in the direction that characterizes them, towards what characterizes me. That, after all, it's about me, the Creator"...
And this experimental "theater" could continue. Anyone who wants and can understand will understand. This is the purpose, the experimentation, the manifestation of love and, last but not least, the finding of the completion of experimentation and the quiet return, full of love to Oneness, worthy and proud of our role in all that has been experienced by the ensemble, by "All". If we stick to our "point of view," "Now," we'll keep experimenting to get to the "Now" of the One. Our time is endless compared to His time, which does not exist. We need time to experiment because he doesn't need time because he knows everything and doesn't feel the need to experiment anymore.
Or time only gives birth to "Now." This "Now" becomes the definite proof that we need experiments, experience, that we are still in the stage of experimenting. We keep trying to understand our meaning because we don't accept it, because we keep finding "chips," "node in rush" or the like, while He waits for us at home, "Now," full of love, as any parent does with his children. He teaches them, lets them experiment, and is not satisfied until he perceives their happiness, love, gratitude, and understanding... And this can only be/ exists eternally, in "Now" with eternity/ untime past, present and future of Oneness and not in our "Now", those who experience!
But that's enough for today! From tomorrow we return to the cauldron of our inner stress...
From yesterday's post it is not hard to infer that at any mental level one can talk about internal stress, own, but also external stress, coming from outside, manifested mainly because of emotional resonance (in our case). Both types of stress always combine to create the level of stress we experience at a given time. But when I used the term "combine" I meant something similar to a chain, in which on one side "pulls" internal stress and on the other it pulls the internal one. So I didn't mean anything that is simply in the face, each with its actions and results that will become a more complex one.
These types of stress combine in their antagonistic actions, apparently competing, but which, to continue the example with the chain, will require and eventually break, the weakest link of the chain (when all the other links of the chain are integral). And the chain is nothing but the human body, our body.
So, our body reveals its weaknesses in the weakest link of the chain (the whole) when stress occurs from both directions. What do I have to point out now! Even if internal stress is the most important, it will constantly "find" in the external one, inducing us through emotional/sentimental pressure to have reactions that will equalize the forms of stress (but, in reverse there is the same tendency to "uniformize" the forms of "traction"). And, depending on the amplitude, chronic stress can occur which can lead to serious health problems such as decrease to loss of immunity, hypertension, major heart problems (including heart attack), strokes and, by implication, even death. That is why it is very important to know how to work with stressors or, at the very least, to avoid them.
Detailing, the internal stress we stated is proper because it consists of everything that is closed inside us, all our memories, emotions etc. that are "closed", always there, in our subconscious. External stress is caused in most cases by emotional responses to the "demands" that life puts in our way, at school, at work, in human relationships.
The "formula" to avoid stressors is simpler than you imagine. Many philosophies, beliefs and scientific research "with good deeds" encourage us, specify us to live in "Now". This is said to completely eliminate any kind of stress caused by the past (especially due to the possibility of "entering" emotional resonance with it) or the desired or probable future. Moreover, we are calmer, our perceptions increase their accuracy and our decisions are more satisfying.
About controlling stressors, it's not that simple anymore. First, the mechanism of "weakening" of the chain must be understood. For example, our body responds immediately when a level of stress is diminished. First, by simply decreasing the traction at one end of the chain (regardless of which) will weaken the overall tension in the chain (our body). Then, through compensation mechanisms, in order for the chain to be held (something similar to a real chain that needs to be stretched, it must not hang), it will weaken the other end of the chain reaching a new, beneficial, of course. And even the slightest stress relief will bring us a state of peace, calm and relaxation.
But this state of de-stressing isn't the only gain... Thus, our general energy benefits from an addition (by reducing stress-induced consumption, the energies that stretch the "chain") that can be invested in repair, development, love, etc.
Now is the time to see what is with internal and external stress (the forces pulling the stress chain from my example). I said above that internal stress is the most important, of course compared to external stress. The first argument is given by the fact that external stress is related to our conscious side and what we would call the environment with particular reference to other living beings with maximum weight "on other people". If you remember, our conscious party wonder is particularly "capable" of focusing on a maximum of seven plus/minus two landmarks. So!!!
So its "power" to stress is tinyly small due to its limited capacity for analysis, processing, etc. But if we focus our attention on the environment, things change?!? To some extent that will depend, in fact, on parameters that resonate with our internal environment. So even the external environment is directly related to the internal one. That's why we've come to the conclusion that we're going to hit the road "analyzing internal stress."
So, it's time to look at internal stress. The simplest comparison we can make to understand internal stress is with a boiler that is on a fire "to cook something". In fact, in this "cooking", we are talking about emotions and our physical status, with reference to both the state of health and the willingness to do something both internally (internally) and externally, with the result of this action to "cook" our state of "good" or "bad" related to a certain parameter of internal or external life. And fire is nothing but our internal stress level.
He's the one who "decides" how well we're going to "cook" everything. If the fire is small, everything will be OK, it will give us time to react to choose the "spices" that will give flavor to the "food" that will result and many, many other advantages. But, to remember, it is the general background of calm, relaxing, which underlies the "cooking" process. If the "fire" is strong, our reaction time will be short (no matter how long we have to cook) and we must quickly add "spices" because we risk losing the intake of those previously put (by thermal damage) or, worse, we risk at any time that what we cook will burn or, at least, "stick" and spoil everything (those who have cooked something in their life know what I mean)...
And so is life, in this passage through it we do not have the "right" to cook another food. We have only one attempt, being only one life (other foods we will be able to "cook" in other lives). Complicated?!? Let's see that's not the case!
Let's focus on fire, internal stress. This fire is fueled by three types of fuel: past, present and future (with their full set of circumstances, situations, assessments, etc.). And all three have the same combustible capacity because they are "present" in our subconscious and all have the ability to generate emotions, all at once fueling "fire". So, even if the present does not fuel the cauldron of our internal stress too much, it may intervene the fire of the past or the fire of our future, it is necessary to control all these "additional" parameters.
So the best solution is to live in the present in "Now". But is that possible?!? We will be able to live without having solved the "problems" of the past, the ones that define all our responsiveness, everything that we are?!? Or, we will be able to live without having any plan for the future, no future situation, under the conditions that we must "take" this passage of ours to its end?!?
In the end of this post I will make a small "philosophical parenthesis" with reference to this "Now" (we will focus on the cauldron of emotional stress, on its "fire" in future posts)... That, by, it's just a blog (in which I've often pointed out that it's a kind of cumulation of "class notes" information – then, on the dorinm.ro, i.e. doing my "homework"), about something that has a direct connection first with me and then with you...
It is a place where I can "debate" with myself and, why not, with your help (that I am not the Great Wise, all-knowing) what I feel, process, analyze, every meeting with someone who can be assigned the term of you. I hate to perceive the idea of "words of filling" in order to achieve the daily norm of at least 1,500 words, which I chose, for each post (under the "background" of a request emphasized by me to be more concise, more "to the point")..
In my life I've had multiple "meetings" with this "Now." Doctors who asked me to solve the stress that underlies my hypertension by resigning from everything I do, priests who asked me to confine myself to God and Godhead, "knowledge" colleagues who passed on to me their experiences in knowing you and "staying with you", people I particularly esteem because of their work "to knowledge" , and so on.m.d. All these "details" of my life were pushing me to "Now." But each time, I felt from the bottom of my heart that it is not good what they "indicate" to me, although their arguments were (and are) indisputable, perfect (believe me it is).
Let's see why! First of all, what I notice in any "more advanced" material (in my view) is the perfection of our Creator's "work". Everything he's done is perfect. No further than this level of my work, in which I have stated that any emotion, any feeling is a good, beneficial one, and there is no evil, evil, imperfect (what point would it have to remind each of us of the mission, of the fact that, in fact, we remember the future, of karma or the like). So the mere attempt to say "not good" that you don't position yourself in "Now" is nonsense.
Moreover, even if I change my "eyes" and look from a materialistic (major conscious) point of view, with the humble processing capacity specific to our consciousness, I quickly come to the conclusion that "I am now in the position where my past has brought me and I think about the future on the basis of my past and my "now""." In a materialistic light, obviously, divine perfection disappears and assessments of my past or future will have labels of "good," "bad" or "whatever." There are no variants, no nuances. But, of course, it's all about now without the chance to "disengage" from the past and the future. So and this attempt to evaluate positioning and do something to be in "Now" is nonsense.
Seeking solutions to accept and thus be able to process, possibly apply those "received" with reference to this "Now", invariably reach/ reach/ and I will come to the question "And what would be the point?!?" ... Then come the "arguments" about "when you know yourself you will touch Nirvana, you will be to the right of God, you will graze/hunt on the wonderful pleasures of Manitu (or other landmarks like divine heaven, blah, blah, blah)" launched by spiritualists/creationists. Or, "know yourself" or the like launched by materialists. Another Great with a new hat... "What is the point?" is unique, obsessively returns in all my logical and inner perception efforts. In the materialistic approach, obviously, there is no point.
We live, worthy descendants of "Homo Sapiens initialus", we multiply and die, "here is my life, here I eat my bread" (or medication) or other considerations like "after me the flood", "I take nothing with me", and so on.m.d. So the nonsense of "Now" becomes even more obvious, of course, from a materialistic point of view. What's the point?!? Except, it is, an easier life, the record in history textbooks or other nonsense aberrations of materialists, "What would be the point?!?" ... To be the best "new-medicine", "to be the best something until I retire", "to find that every stallion becomes a rabble"... So, "What is the point of my materialists limited to the score of life chosen by each of you"?!? Obviously there are things they're going to answer but it all ends and the question will only have connotations like "What's the point of your life?!?" ... Be alpha Homo Sapiens?!?" ... I'd better stop!
So this "Now" combined with "Who Am I" become valid to address only in the case of spiritual, creationist. For example, the creationist automatically refers to creating something with a purpose, obviously... What's the point?!? From a religious point of view, the effort to "understand" the obsessive "goal" thing is simple. Jump on one leg or do something else as the God, God, Allah (most of it is a humble servant of Him who transmits or imposes, according to his power, what must be done) to get somewhere... The past will send you to hell or heaven.
"Now" is only in terms of the judgment of the afterlife or the judgment of reincarnation (because, obviously, something is coming). In fact, it is not all for nothing because they are limited to what our body does, even with the soul, in this world to reach the judgment or replacement of the soul. The soul is what matters... Isn't that right?!? He comes full of sins to enter this body born of sin that God (?!?) has designated as one of our basic missions (..."live, multiply, love, and others) and live to avoid sin and return either back to the spiritual world (heaven or hell all the spirit is the one who will rejoice or torment) or in a new life...
So, here we come to the following inference: "Now" exists only theoretically, even for the soul that is eternal. If we add the fact that time does not exist, being specific only to this material dimension in which the soul participates, "Now" is always "Now"... Interesting, isn't it?!? What's the point?!?
All that's left is the idea of "Who am I?" to be laughed at. I am part of the Godhead, separate or not for this journey, having the idea of returning to Oneness, permanently participating in it... Brrrr... So God, and or my soul, is doing something here. Otherwise, what's the point? We've discussed it in previous posts and I'm not going to go back to some details. But if this is a school, where have you ever seen a school where you forget about a study suite in the 1st, 2nd grade, etc.? Or general studies. high school, university, postgraduate and so on? Our soul when it comes here can forget everything it has learned in previous classes?!? It's still a school?!?
But if it comes from Oneness what about the need to learn, because it knows everything?!? Then we invariably come to the need to experiment, to test everything he knows. But any experience done by yourself (with reference to the soul) is perceived by the whole. Then what is the point of separation into distinct souls?!? In our minds there is often a "voice" that says "do this!", and then often there is another one that says "not like this, but so!". You understand the idea either from the point of view of a constructive, imaginary dialogue that is born to evaluate or make a decision and take action. It's all about experimenting. But you can do this on your own, because you're part of Oneness. Why should there be more souls, more parts of an experience?!? What's the point?!?
So to experience something, the whole needs parts of manifestation directly connected to each other. Something like "Most goes through God's head?!?" transposed into "What's going through my head", in terms of his direct manifestation, which is in us. So, "What's the point?!?" is starting to take shape. It's not about "Now", it's not about "I" to get to know myself, it's about "Everything." "I" is a part, a "Now", of this "All" that experiences, does not need knowledge. So my demands for action, "I", will manifest themselves in the form of participation in this "All", located in a "Now" according to the powers of everyone to participate in here, in my home, in my neighborhood, in my city, in my country, in my world, in my universe.
It's something comparable to an "I" who wants to apply what he knows. "Let's do that, and that, and that...! I also need help, possibly additional study positions... But I'm alone... OK, I can do anything, so... clank of your fingers and help appear! The easiest thing is to make help in my image and likeness... Super... But how do I make love eternal? I'm going to make these helpers want to love each other all the time, to run always under the impulse of love to re-incarnate the whole... I will give them my power, I am only part of me... I'm going to give them free will, because, for that, I wouldn't like anyone to get in my soup! But if they choose hatred, jealousy, fear and so on, they'll realize that this separates, that it's tearing up their whole, let alone me. Even if not immediately...
They'll understand! They will know and understand! But I'm not allowed to interfere, once I've given them free will?!? It's like I don't exist anymore, because they're me, because then I'd become a set of rules that give rise only to obedience and not knowledge. I don't exist for them to exist. But if they go the wrong way, away from love, from gratitude, away from the desire to reintroduce the Whole?!? But is that possible?!? I'll experiment and see... They'll experiment and see... But can I help them understand faster? I will make their soul signal to them through the diseases of the body, through its suffering and even the soul, that they are not doing well what they do...
Even if this suffering will stop them from giving way to give birth to another path... So they'll just keep picking, running around until they eliminate un-love, ingratitude, misunderstanding... They will turn after experimentation in the direction that characterizes them, towards what characterizes me. That, after all, it's about me, the Creator"...
And this experimental "theater" could continue. Anyone who wants and can understand will understand. This is the purpose, the experimentation, the manifestation of love and, last but not least, the finding of the completion of experimentation and the quiet return, full of love to Oneness, worthy and proud of our role in all that has been experienced by the ensemble, by "All". If we stick to our "point of view," "Now," we'll keep experimenting to get to the "Now" of the One. Our time is endless compared to His time, which does not exist. We need time to experiment because he doesn't need time because he knows everything and doesn't feel the need to experiment anymore.
Or time only gives birth to "Now." This "Now" becomes the definite proof that we need experiments, experience, that we are still in the stage of experimenting. We keep trying to understand our meaning because we don't accept it, because we keep finding "chips," "node in rush" or the like, while He waits for us at home, "Now," full of love, as any parent does with his children. He teaches them, lets them experiment, and is not satisfied until he perceives their happiness, love, gratitude, and understanding... And this can only be/ exists eternally, in "Now" with eternity/ untime past, present and future of Oneness and not in our "Now", those who experience!
But that's enough for today! From tomorrow we return to the cauldron of our inner stress...
Love,
Gratitude and Understanding (Namaste)!!!
Dorin, Merticaru