"Mortgage One's Soul"
Introduction
Chapter 1, Scene 1 - The
Projected Reality
Waves of perceptions made him
become indifferent to everything that was happening... Powerful
bright flashes of light leave clear traces that seemed to
overlap... At one point he was amused at the idea that it would
be a kind of carousel... Some kind of light chains that gave the
impression of a carousel... Like many of his childhood
memories...
With certain, his streams were
not too calm... He focused but everything was indifferent to his
desires... Like a dream that sees its events... Even having fun
on his own...
Yea, human perceptions, he
concludes in banter. Or materials?!? Does it matter?!? he was
tried to distance himself from the growing confusion. Focus on
what you are now in dimension and in the time that interests
you! come up an idea from somewhere. Leave what the past would
be; leave what the future would be!
Now! Yes, now! An exercise in
projected reality…
But he only feels the demands of
those from the waves of perceptions... Many requests... Hard to
identify... The Council was predominantly...
What was to be thought about the
Council was thought. Even in the direct manifestation of
interaction, it had announced those present that...
That's what it was! He had
focuses on connection with Essence! He needed to stabilize his
streams and he wants to identify the major destabilizing
elements that seemed to manifest themselves, to close their
contradictions.
He focuses and eliminates one by
one all the uncertain emissions, unbound by what would be the
manifestation of Essence... Dan hardly gives up on disturbing
him... Atma... Corasdo... Enough! he found himself concluding
with some kind of anger status.
And everything disappeared, into
a kind of beeping that went from a loud tonality to a sharp,
short, muffled scream.
Suddenly he feels peace. Yes, he
had succeeded. Now it was only him, together with his memories
related to him. It's time to search.
-We're here, he perceived from
the whole Essence. Now even you are... You know why you came;
you don't know what you're going to leave.
That's because I didn’t come
here for something specific. I simply have some kind of general
perception of fatigue... Yes, I'm tired of always looking for
solutions... To understand what only others want and only
others... I want peace! I want to have time to clarify my
perceptions. My perceptions...
-But that’s why you exist, for
that, that’s why you manifest yourself here and now, interrupted
him the Essence, or some kind of reason’s voice...
He didn't try to delimit what it
was about, to figure out what the message of the Essence would
be. He feels that it’s good to conform to this logical line, of
perception...
-You're a small part of the
whole, of me, of the Essence, just as I’m a small part of
another Essence... An echo... With a well-defined purpose, with
a group of contradictions assigned to you to close them...
Eventually to develop them...
-That’s enough! he emitted
irritated. I know the truth; I know the continuity solutions.
But, I'm tired. I feel a clear desire to act only and only for
myself. I need the peace of meditation... I don’t want to have
to deal with the anxiety of logic... Steps imposed by my needs
to act on elements external to me...
-We’ve talked about it before,
intervening the Essence. Your perseverance in addressing the
defining elements doesn't solve the problems. You always
forget...
-Yes, yes, yes!!! he interfered
more and more irritated, sensing the need to control the
dialogue, the monologue, or what he was perceiving. So that as
not to emerge from the vibration of the stream. I am in these
manifestations to close the contradictions of those who interact
directly with me, at my level of manifestation... Obviously! But
I'm tired...
-Why?!? Look for an answer! The
first that will be shaped is the most obvious, the most
important...
-I no longer want to participate
in this chain of compromises, of other people's debts,
permanently in development... Chains link after chains links,
manifestation after manifestation... Then to restore the course
of the manifestations from the first chain link which succumbed
being forced to choose only a part of the chain that completed
its manifestation as a whole... Or be forced not to choose and
take care of both ends of the broken chain... Always and always
dependent on only a "weak" chain hoop with its decisions and
actions...
-But there's the choice, he
perceives of somewhere...
-What choice can this be?!?
issued surprised by the nonsense of that perception. Choosing
what others have decided?!? Only one component of this group of
manifestation, ohhh, chain, as I perceived and delimited it in
this analysis simulation?!?
-And if you’re still discouraged
by these manifestations, you want to become such a chain link,
the kind of individual who gives up?!?
-No, never! I can say that I
hate this... No, I have come to the manifestation of ego...
Clear residences... Who doesn’t belong to me but to whom I
agree, as a mission or as a manifestation?!?
-Well, then?!? calls ironically
the Essence. Choose! come a new emission in the silence
attracted by the surprise of the previous conclusion.
-I’ve already chosen... I
withdrew my manifestations only in myself and in the sole
container, in Mircea Dan... To focus my manifestations in as few
directions as possible... I don't have any more manifestations
on which to I concentrate in this time and this dimension.
-Isn’t a clear manifestation of
ego?!? You and just you, possibly with Dan?!? Either you know
that ego represents a clear delimitation from the global action,
possibly from the custom action in which you manifest yourself
as a container, like Dan. Or compared to the other manifestation
of the Essence?!?
-Well, how many times should I
emphasize that I’ve had enough, that I’m tired and...? and his
logical course stopped without the possibility of continuity.
-See, you can't continue the
idea! It blatantly violates something definite, in fact... You
can't delimit yourself to one manifestation.
-The ego, he perceives a very
disturbing conclusion.
-There would have been no need
for manifestation through a container, came a new conclusion,
like a reproof. All your withdrawal from interactions with other
people, groups, has done nothing. But amplify the energetic
accumulations of manifestation. Look, let's move on to distinct
elements! Earlier you perceived, as a kind of emergency, the
lines of the Council's, Atma, and Corasdo' lines, without
forgetting Dan's primordially.
-The Council is well defined in
terms of structure and manifestation, intervened irritated, to
cut the analysis points that seemed unnecessary to him. Corasdo,
the same...
-But what do we do with Atma?!?
-I'm not going to pay attention
to any applicant. Regardless of what benefits can arise from
this. I have no manifestation to have advantages, I have no
contradictions...
-Apart from the ego, a new
thought interrupted him, as annoying as it discouragingly. Don’t
you understand that regardless of the support needs in closing
the contradictions, the entities that will interact with you do
it for their advantage?!? Something like a bank that lends but
requires a mortgage to secure its winnings and not the guarantee
that it will recover the loan?!?
-This is a basic kind of
manifestation in the entity, as a container. Everyone must have
a guarantee, a mortgage from those around. As those around them
will have their mortgage. Otherwise, you cannot achieve the
manifestation...
-So, ironically intervene the
same logical course, the same thought, you cannot act without
going into the rules of the game in which you take part. Your
mere presence in it represents your agreement to follow the
rules. The entities with who interact need the mortgage on you.
Or, as the containers describe us, it is necessary to manifest
the mortgage of one's soul. It doesn't matter that you don't
need guarantees, possibly providing the greatest imaginable
guarantee. The gain is thus ensured and not a guarantee of
events.
-To understand that I’m obliged
to accept the mortgage of one's soul... Mine or someone
else’s?!? I came here without obligations...
-That’s the essence of the power
you have. Power is given to be shared and not to be manifested.
In your case, there is also the nuance of relinquishing the ego,
the illusory independence attracted by the power held. A nuance
that you don't really accept...
-As the Essence of the essence,
the Uniqueness, the Presence, that would be the conclusion,
right?!? Even the Presence is the first one that has mortgaged
the soul to its branches, its ideas, its contradictions, or as
you wish to consider it. He mortgaged to him... That's why the
best description would be the mortgage one's soul... Whose
doesn't matter much anymore... The plus value is important...
-This is the main manifestation
of the global hologram...
-Yeah, mortgage one's soul...
Why am I bored by myself thinking about all of this?!? Both, the
one who demands the mortgage and the one who accepts will be
permanently bound to each other. That’s it, regardless of what
can be interpreted to follow, throughout the duration of the
agreement and, often, long afterward.
-Seek to come back to something
specifically... To the first perception’s interactions, to your
container Dan, to the Council, Atma, and Corasdo! These are your
first demands.
-Yes... Clearly... In the case
of the Council, we are facing a massive energy stream that
destabilizes the flow... The course on which the general actions
have been concentrated for so long from the time of the
containers... It’s difficult to intuit what will follow and
neither we’re not even supported in understanding some of what
it’s about...
-And, if you knew what was
coming, would you close a contradiction? he feels the opposition
of these thoughts. Wouldn't you live it and just comply?!?
Wouldn’t the value of discovering your true existence wouldn’t
close contradictions?!?
-I know all these things. The
request, the desire for clarification arises strictly from a
kind of impossibility to intuit what follows and...
-That's right, from fear of not
making mistakes. You felt the answer and the lack of meaning to
continue... The ego...
-But this is felt by the other
members of the Council and... That is... I realized... We’ve
worked so hard; we’ve engaged so strongly and now we're afraid
of the meaning of our involvement... Or the lack of meaning...
-And don’t forget that you are
the mortgage of all entities of this time and this dimension.
Without them, you don’t have the slightest chance of...
-Hey, crazy thoughts, I know
what I am and what I must do! issued full of rage. Enough! Only
the containers have this weakness. Crazy minds, like a drunken
monkey, as they lamenting themselves. Concentration! he asks
himself, for how many times. In the case of the Council, I made
myself clear. We're too dependent on the decisions of the other
entities... To torment ourselves to find meaning, a sense. I
just feel that something superior to us is going to happen to
us, superior to our interests, solving our contradictions... No,
I feel something else. It’s above any other kind of interest,
but our gain is far superior to others. Strange! he concludes by
seeking to close the projection.
-There’s nothing strange... The
meaning of perception is different... You’re someone's mortgage;
the others are your mortgage... The analysis can only show your
advantage, regardless of your reactions, as a group or, well,
the Council.
-Okay, good!!! See what else
would it be about Atma?!? It seems meaningless to me, as long as
my Dan has a very small chance of tangentiality in the results
of their momentary actions.
-But what about Corasdo? The
direct tangency to him can affect him more than he can afford...
As a position of relative indifference. And, through it...
-On my Dan... On me, intervene
forced to conclude...
-Let's contact Atma; let’s see
what we can agree on!
-You’re forgetting my support
position for Dan?!? He must issue claims. Corasdo, in turn, is
also supports Dan, but he has also complicated himself with a
supportive position for Atma... My intervention is as
non-necessary as is it so wrong.
-Ohhh, at the last council you
have been asked to support... You forgot!
-No, but I don't feel like that
would be a solution, at least for now. My Dan, like the global
elements, facing significant changes in his way of life. Atma,
as well... Corasdo is the balancing point, precautionary
required by the presence of our containers. An agreement with
Atma would destabilize its direct, uninfluenced manifestations.
Corasdo made this clear.
-Even I feel that Atma would be
the optimal point of insertion, of intervention.
-I have made a clear, undoubted,
undeniable decision that I will only act at the right time. I
will not prepare anything, absolutely nothing. They’ve enough
actions to initiate and to finish. From what I can point out as
an asset in this decision is the necessity for Atma to choose
the final container. The one with which she will continue the
most important part of evolution.
-You don’t feel destabilizations
in this regard?!?
-Obviously, I feel.
Destabilization is already omnipresent. Why all the containers
would involve, with their entities as a whole, have the
slightest chance to isolate themselves from the ensemble that
evolves in this way?!? That’s it, destabilization... The time of
the containers, their way of manifestation offers far too few
intervention opportunities… To be able to intervene real,
concretely, correctly. I can’t waste myself on clarification
attempts. The best clarification is direct experience. And, for
me to have some kind of possibility of evaluation and
influencing, I need this direct experience...
-Right. We've come to a clear
conclusion. You expect to see how the direct living materializes
and then you will decide...
-Maybe?!? he thought feeling an
impossibility of not being perceived... Isolated to clear
perception, even if everything seemed to be a manifestation of
doubt. The markings are clear... Dan, from the position of my
container, the Council... No, the Council is the water filter in
the aquarium where we will swim... It’s not a real priority...
It’s only my manifestation in the requests for actions that
arise through belonging to this Council... Even though I’m
considered to be the true leader of him... Corasdo is just like
me and enters into my sphere of real interest only if... Yes,
he's also secondary... As the Council...
-It remains only...
-Atma…
-Conclusion?!?
-Dan, as my container and
Monique with Lily as Atma’s containers. I've always perceived
that I came to help and help only whoever asks for my help. Atma
identified me very quickly but there wasn’t much of any
correlation line. Only after she convinced Corasdo's Ortwin
began to emerge intersection points... But those are strange
too... Born only on the acceptances of the collaterals involved,
such as Aurel, Fran... Ohhh, what's the point of continuing this
logic?!? I have taken and resumed all these items countless
times...
-But Corasdo will be the one who
will trigger the involvement. On any evolutionary variant, he is
at that point where he can initiate all these developments...
-I feel that evolutions are
already triggered and without his intervention... He can
"refine" some of these developments, allowing those directly
involved to have some advantages... Only...
-Why are you so sure?!?
-There can be many, many
interferences. For example, you who interfere in our energy, in
our manifestations, you who read these words, what do you think,
to remain focused on the line of my container, Mircea Dan, or to
intervene in the energies of Atma, in those of her containers...
Sorry, actually only one container, that of Monique Touran’s.
Perhaps I’ll have some opportunities to participate actively in
Lily Touran’s case but I don’t see how it’s possible currently…
After all, they’re twin sisters... Maybe there isn't that much
difference between their lives.
-That’s right, another thought
comes in, and perhaps everything is much simpler as we advance
in their experiences... In the background, it’s about the same
entity, Atma...
-After all, you could know some
things about these people... You can choose to "benefit" from
some details about Mircea Dan... Or some details about Monique
Touran. Or both...
-Hey, enough, concentration!
You, dear reader, if you don’t want details about the main
character and you intuitively prefer to keep Dan's evolutionary
line, you can choose this. If you want Monique's line “jump” to
her, to them. Or, if you're curious, read everything and you’ll
decide which lines, actions, ideas, etc. you’ll follow! Goodbye!
I feel a calling and I must leave you for now...
-Dear reader, forgive Iryu,
intervene the Presence as soon as Iryu is out of the stream.
That’s him, more directly... Now come on, listen to his advice!
Dorin M - October 07, 2019
Dorin
M Note: At the end of each scene you will be able to
access, at
your will, this structure named by me "Suggestions",
by clicking/tap on the " Suggestions "
link.
Here
you will be able to view, browse, etc. if you so
desire:
1.
The summary of the scene you just went through, but
also the summary of all the scenes you will go
through;
2.
Objectives - The place where active action (story)
lines will be recorded... Yes, including those that
have already been closed.
3.
Characters/Characters - Obviously, this is a
presentation of the characters/characters that
appeared in the current scene, but also of their
entire evolution as the text progresses.
4.
Locations - Here will be presented the locations
where the actions are carried out in the current and
global text (obviously according to the progress). In
the text, it is often not possible to give complete
details, but here, little by little, the whole will
be formed in more detail, more concretely.
5.
Objects/ Actions/ Situations - Since it is a sci-fi
story, it is obvious that there will be objects,
actions, situations that need to be described. This
is because, in the actual story, they cannot be
described because they are something normal for the
characters. Well,
here is where they will be described.