STUDY - Fiction - Mortgage One's Soul

"Mortgage One's Soul"

Introduction

Chapter 1, Scene 1 - The Projected Reality


Waves of perceptions made him become indifferent to everything that was happening... Powerful bright flashes of light leave clear traces that seemed to overlap... At one point he was amused at the idea that it would be a kind of carousel... Some kind of light chains that gave the impression of a carousel... Like many of his childhood memories...

With certain, his streams were not too calm... He focused but everything was indifferent to his desires... Like a dream that sees its events... Even having fun on his own...

Yea, human perceptions, he concludes in banter. Or materials?!? Does it matter?!? he was tried to distance himself from the growing confusion. Focus on what you are now in dimension and in the time that interests you! come up an idea from somewhere. Leave what the past would be; leave what the future would be!

Now! Yes, now! An exercise in projected reality…

But he only feels the demands of those from the waves of perceptions... Many requests... Hard to identify... The Council was predominantly...

What was to be thought about the Council was thought. Even in the direct manifestation of interaction, it had announced those present that...

That's what it was! He had focuses on connection with Essence! He needed to stabilize his streams and he wants to identify the major destabilizing elements that seemed to manifest themselves, to close their contradictions.

He focuses and eliminates one by one all the uncertain emissions, unbound by what would be the manifestation of Essence... Dan hardly gives up on disturbing him... Atma... Corasdo... Enough! he found himself concluding with some kind of anger status.

And everything disappeared, into a kind of beeping that went from a loud tonality to a sharp, short, muffled scream.

Suddenly he feels peace. Yes, he had succeeded. Now it was only him, together with his memories related to him. It's time to search.

-We're here, he perceived from the whole Essence. Now even you are... You know why you came; you don't know what you're going to leave.

That's because I didn’t come here for something specific. I simply have some kind of general perception of fatigue... Yes, I'm tired of always looking for solutions... To understand what only others want and only others... I want peace! I want to have time to clarify my perceptions. My perceptions...

-But that’s why you exist, for that, that’s why you manifest yourself here and now, interrupted him the Essence, or some kind of reason’s voice...

He didn't try to delimit what it was about, to figure out what the message of the Essence would be. He feels that it’s good to conform to this logical line, of perception...

-You're a small part of the whole, of me, of the Essence, just as I’m a small part of another Essence... An echo... With a well-defined purpose, with a group of contradictions assigned to you to close them... Eventually to develop them...

-That’s enough! he emitted irritated. I know the truth; I know the continuity solutions. But, I'm tired. I feel a clear desire to act only and only for myself. I need the peace of meditation... I don’t want to have to deal with the anxiety of logic... Steps imposed by my needs to act on elements external to me...

-We’ve talked about it before, intervening the Essence. Your perseverance in addressing the defining elements doesn't solve the problems. You always forget...

-Yes, yes, yes!!! he interfered more and more irritated, sensing the need to control the dialogue, the monologue, or what he was perceiving. So that as not to emerge from the vibration of the stream. I am in these manifestations to close the contradictions of those who interact directly with me, at my level of manifestation... Obviously! But I'm tired...

-Why?!? Look for an answer! The first that will be shaped is the most obvious, the most important...

-I no longer want to participate in this chain of compromises, of other people's debts, permanently in development... Chains link after chains links, manifestation after manifestation... Then to restore the course of the manifestations from the first chain link which succumbed being forced to choose only a part of the chain that completed its manifestation as a whole... Or be forced not to choose and take care of both ends of the broken chain... Always and always dependent on only a "weak" chain hoop with its decisions and actions...

-But there's the choice, he perceives of somewhere...

-What choice can this be?!? issued surprised by the nonsense of that perception. Choosing what others have decided?!? Only one component of this group of manifestation, ohhh, chain, as I perceived and delimited it in this analysis simulation?!?

-And if you’re still discouraged by these manifestations, you want to become such a chain link, the kind of individual who gives up?!?

-No, never! I can say that I hate this... No, I have come to the manifestation of ego... Clear residences... Who doesn’t belong to me but to whom I agree, as a mission or as a manifestation?!?

-Well, then?!? calls ironically the Essence. Choose! come a new emission in the silence attracted by the surprise of the previous conclusion.

-I’ve already chosen... I withdrew my manifestations only in myself and in the sole container, in Mircea Dan... To focus my manifestations in as few directions as possible... I don't have any more manifestations on which to I concentrate in this time and this dimension.

-Isn’t a clear manifestation of ego?!? You and just you, possibly with Dan?!? Either you know that ego represents a clear delimitation from the global action, possibly from the custom action in which you manifest yourself as a container, like Dan. Or compared to the other manifestation of the Essence?!?

-Well, how many times should I emphasize that I’ve had enough, that I’m tired and...? and his logical course stopped without the possibility of continuity.

-See, you can't continue the idea! It blatantly violates something definite, in fact... You can't delimit yourself to one manifestation.

-The ego, he perceives a very disturbing conclusion.

-There would have been no need for manifestation through a container, came a new conclusion, like a reproof. All your withdrawal from interactions with other people, groups, has done nothing. But amplify the energetic accumulations of manifestation. Look, let's move on to distinct elements! Earlier you perceived, as a kind of emergency, the lines of the Council's, Atma, and Corasdo' lines, without forgetting Dan's primordially.

-The Council is well defined in terms of structure and manifestation, intervened irritated, to cut the analysis points that seemed unnecessary to him. Corasdo, the same...

-But what do we do with Atma?!?

-I'm not going to pay attention to any applicant. Regardless of what benefits can arise from this. I have no manifestation to have advantages, I have no contradictions...

-Apart from the ego, a new thought interrupted him, as annoying as it discouragingly. Don’t you understand that regardless of the support needs in closing the contradictions, the entities that will interact with you do it for their advantage?!? Something like a bank that lends but requires a mortgage to secure its winnings and not the guarantee that it will recover the loan?!?

-This is a basic kind of manifestation in the entity, as a container. Everyone must have a guarantee, a mortgage from those around. As those around them will have their mortgage. Otherwise, you cannot achieve the manifestation...

-So, ironically intervene the same logical course, the same thought, you cannot act without going into the rules of the game in which you take part. Your mere presence in it represents your agreement to follow the rules. The entities with who interact need the mortgage on you. Or, as the containers describe us, it is necessary to manifest the mortgage of one's soul. It doesn't matter that you don't need guarantees, possibly providing the greatest imaginable guarantee. The gain is thus ensured and not a guarantee of events.

-To understand that I’m obliged to accept the mortgage of one's soul... Mine or someone else’s?!? I came here without obligations...

-That’s the essence of the power you have. Power is given to be shared and not to be manifested. In your case, there is also the nuance of relinquishing the ego, the illusory independence attracted by the power held. A nuance that you don't really accept...

-As the Essence of the essence, the Uniqueness, the Presence, that would be the conclusion, right?!? Even the Presence is the first one that has mortgaged the soul to its branches, its ideas, its contradictions, or as you wish to consider it. He mortgaged to him... That's why the best description would be the mortgage one's soul... Whose doesn't matter much anymore... The plus value is important...

-This is the main manifestation of the global hologram...

-Yeah, mortgage one's soul... Why am I bored by myself thinking about all of this?!? Both, the one who demands the mortgage and the one who accepts will be permanently bound to each other. That’s it, regardless of what can be interpreted to follow, throughout the duration of the agreement and, often, long afterward.

-Seek to come back to something specifically... To the first perception’s interactions, to your container Dan, to the Council, Atma, and Corasdo! These are your first demands.

-Yes... Clearly... In the case of the Council, we are facing a massive energy stream that destabilizes the flow... The course on which the general actions have been concentrated for so long from the time of the containers... It’s difficult to intuit what will follow and neither we’re not even supported in understanding some of what it’s about...

-And, if you knew what was coming, would you close a contradiction? he feels the opposition of these thoughts. Wouldn't you live it and just comply?!? Wouldn’t the value of discovering your true existence wouldn’t close contradictions?!?

-I know all these things. The request, the desire for clarification arises strictly from a kind of impossibility to intuit what follows and...

-That's right, from fear of not making mistakes. You felt the answer and the lack of meaning to continue... The ego...

-But this is felt by the other members of the Council and... That is... I realized... We’ve worked so hard; we’ve engaged so strongly and now we're afraid of the meaning of our involvement... Or the lack of meaning...

-And don’t forget that you are the mortgage of all entities of this time and this dimension. Without them, you don’t have the slightest chance of...

-Hey, crazy thoughts, I know what I am and what I must do! issued full of rage. Enough! Only the containers have this weakness. Crazy minds, like a drunken monkey, as they lamenting themselves. Concentration! he asks himself, for how many times. In the case of the Council, I made myself clear. We're too dependent on the decisions of the other entities... To torment ourselves to find meaning, a sense. I just feel that something superior to us is going to happen to us, superior to our interests, solving our contradictions... No, I feel something else. It’s above any other kind of interest, but our gain is far superior to others. Strange! he concludes by seeking to close the projection.

-There’s nothing strange... The meaning of perception is different... You’re someone's mortgage; the others are your mortgage... The analysis can only show your advantage, regardless of your reactions, as a group or, well, the Council.

-Okay, good!!! See what else would it be about Atma?!? It seems meaningless to me, as long as my Dan has a very small chance of tangentiality in the results of their momentary actions.

-But what about Corasdo? The direct tangency to him can affect him more than he can afford... As a position of relative indifference. And, through it...

-On my Dan... On me, intervene forced to conclude...

-Let's contact Atma; let’s see what we can agree on!

-You’re forgetting my support position for Dan?!? He must issue claims. Corasdo, in turn, is also supports Dan, but he has also complicated himself with a supportive position for Atma... My intervention is as non-necessary as is it so wrong.

-Ohhh, at the last council you have been asked to support... You forgot!

-No, but I don't feel like that would be a solution, at least for now. My Dan, like the global elements, facing significant changes in his way of life. Atma, as well... Corasdo is the balancing point, precautionary required by the presence of our containers. An agreement with Atma would destabilize its direct, uninfluenced manifestations. Corasdo made this clear.

-Even I feel that Atma would be the optimal point of insertion, of intervention.

-I have made a clear, undoubted, undeniable decision that I will only act at the right time. I will not prepare anything, absolutely nothing. They’ve enough actions to initiate and to finish. From what I can point out as an asset in this decision is the necessity for Atma to choose the final container. The one with which she will continue the most important part of evolution.

-You don’t feel destabilizations in this regard?!?

-Obviously, I feel. Destabilization is already omnipresent. Why all the containers would involve, with their entities as a whole, have the slightest chance to isolate themselves from the ensemble that evolves in this way?!? That’s it, destabilization... The time of the containers, their way of manifestation offers far too few intervention opportunities… To be able to intervene real, concretely, correctly. I can’t waste myself on clarification attempts. The best clarification is direct experience. And, for me to have some kind of possibility of evaluation and influencing, I need this direct experience...

-Right. We've come to a clear conclusion. You expect to see how the direct living materializes and then you will decide...

-Maybe?!? he thought feeling an impossibility of not being perceived... Isolated to clear perception, even if everything seemed to be a manifestation of doubt. The markings are clear... Dan, from the position of my container, the Council... No, the Council is the water filter in the aquarium where we will swim... It’s not a real priority... It’s only my manifestation in the requests for actions that arise through belonging to this Council... Even though I’m considered to be the true leader of him... Corasdo is just like me and enters into my sphere of real interest only if... Yes, he's also secondary... As the Council...

-It remains only...

-Atma…

-Conclusion?!?

-Dan, as my container and Monique with Lily as Atma’s containers. I've always perceived that I came to help and help only whoever asks for my help. Atma identified me very quickly but there wasn’t much of any correlation line. Only after she convinced Corasdo's Ortwin began to emerge intersection points... But those are strange too... Born only on the acceptances of the collaterals involved, such as Aurel, Fran... Ohhh, what's the point of continuing this logic?!? I have taken and resumed all these items countless times...

-But Corasdo will be the one who will trigger the involvement. On any evolutionary variant, he is at that point where he can initiate all these developments...

-I feel that evolutions are already triggered and without his intervention... He can "refine" some of these developments, allowing those directly involved to have some advantages... Only...

-Why are you so sure?!?

-There can be many, many interferences. For example, you who interfere in our energy, in our manifestations, you who read these words, what do you think, to remain focused on the line of my container, Mircea Dan, or to intervene in the energies of Atma, in those of her containers... Sorry, actually only one container, that of Monique Touran’s. Perhaps I’ll have some opportunities to participate actively in Lily Touran’s case but I don’t see how it’s possible currently… After all, they’re twin sisters... Maybe there isn't that much difference between their lives.

-That’s right, another thought comes in, and perhaps everything is much simpler as we advance in their experiences... In the background, it’s about the same entity, Atma...

-After all, you could know some things about these people... You can choose to "benefit" from some details about Mircea Dan... Or some details about Monique Touran. Or both...

-Hey, enough, concentration! You, dear reader, if you don’t want details about the main character and you intuitively prefer to keep Dan's evolutionary line, you can choose this. If you want Monique's line “jump” to her, to them. Or, if you're curious, read everything and you’ll decide which lines, actions, ideas, etc. you’ll follow! Goodbye! I feel a calling and I must leave you for now...

-Dear reader, forgive Iryu, intervene the Presence as soon as Iryu is out of the stream. That’s him, more directly... Now come on, listen to his advice!


Dorin M - October 07, 2019



Dorin M Note: At the end of each scene you will be able to access, at your will, this structure named by me "Suggestions", by clicking/tap on the " Suggestions " link.

Here you will be able to view, browse, etc. if you so desire:

1. The summary of the scene you just went through, but also the summary of all the scenes you will go through;

2. Objectives - The place where active action (story) lines will be recorded... Yes, including those that have already been closed.

3. Characters/Characters - Obviously, this is a presentation of the characters/characters that appeared in the current scene, but also of their entire evolution as the text progresses.

4. Locations - Here will be presented the locations where the actions are carried out in the current and global text (obviously according to the progress). In the text, it is often not possible to give complete details, but here, little by little, the whole will be formed in more detail, more concretely.

5. Objects/ Actions/ Situations - Since it is a sci-fi story, it is obvious that there will be objects, actions, situations that need to be described. This is because, in the actual story, they cannot be described because they are something normal for the characters. Well, here is where they will be described.